Wednesday 6 February 2019

Cocgs to Canvas, a journey through back pain and depression.


I never thought I was any good at art so I never really tried before. But skip back to June 2018 and the arrival of chronic back pain as a result of pushing way to hard at a construction job and I had time to explore other ways of keeping my mind occupied.

Boredom kicked in pretty early as I am an active guy who was reduced to not being active at all due to constant back pain. I needed something to do and after a trip to the Works one afternoon I spotted some wooden boxes and decided to buy a couple and see what I could do to decorate them.


This came out way better than I had ever hoped and it inspired me to do more.


I painted and decorated a few more over the following weeks but I fancied trying putting paint to canvas.


The bomb stencil was downloaded and then printed on to normal a4 paper, covered front and back in wide masking tape and then cut out. The stencil was then placed onto the already black painted canvas and a metallic purple sprayed over the top. Grey primer was then fogged over the purple to give a misty look.

At this point I was totally stoked with what I had created. Depression and anxiety over the years has lead to a lot of self doubt. I never thought anyone would appreciate what I had created or that they would be negative and that would make me ever more depressed and anxious. However in the last few years I have gone through a few life changes that helped me to see that I can be creative and I can open up my ideas to an audience and not be worried about the response.

My passion for cycling and mechanical knowledge means that I always have bike parts lying around and after buying some more canvases I decided to combine the two.


Combining the cogs with the canvas was a huge boost for my confidence. I had made something that I was proud to have on my wall and confident enough to share with everyone.



The process whilst simple didn’t always come out as planned. I had made a template using some wood effect wrap that was lying around in the shape of some vines. Whilst the base coat was tacky I rather impatiently put the template onto the canvas and sprayed some more paint. this combined with the cold weather here meant that the vinyl reacted with the paint and the edges bled and it just looked like trash. With the lower layer still wet I threw down another coat, chucked on the cogs, misted with blue, gold and black and walked away.

The following morning I attempted to remove the cogs and due to the sheer volume of paint they were stuck fully to the canvas. I had to resort to a fine screw driver to remove them and with them came chunks of paint. My first thought was that it was ruined, but I held it up to the light and saw that the damage I had inflicted were some of the strongest features of the piece.


This project taught me that I can be creative, I can make something that is unique and interesting and most importantly that I should never doubt my abilities.


So what is the next move? Well I still have the back pain but the boredom is less so. Painting these pieces has given me a great sense of well being and helped me to keep as active as possible not only physically but mentally as well. I fully intend to make more. I want to experiment with different bike components as well as expand the range of stencils and find out if I can make another stencil that works as well as the bomb did!

I will be posting pictures of all of the finished pieces for you to enjoy and share.
Please visit either my Facebook page or Tweet me to see what the next project will be!

If you would like a canvas from this collection then please email me at Ecirpnodrog@gmail.com. I am looking to cover the cost of the canvas, paint and postage only but welcome any offers as well as feedback. What items would you like to see painted in this style?
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